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12:41 am
10/4/08

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poserpunkr
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Soooo Hellur LiveJournal!!!
w0w I have not posted in YEAAAARS. It is so weird to be posting and reading old posts. I have grown so much and my world has transformed a lot since my latest post. I don't even know if anyone form the olden days uses or checks this anymore but if you do hi!!! haha. Call me so we can catch up yeah? Much love to the world. :)
<3 Nic
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Feel:
 geeky geeky
Hear:
 iTunes on shuffle
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11:08 am
7/26/06

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Im back.
chillin.
call if u wanna hang out.
missed yall
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 ROOM
Feel:
 chill
Hear:
 Hendrix
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09:55 pm
7/15/06

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Only one more week!
so when i get back we should all go see pirates........even though im sure youve all seen it like 20 times already. and if i havent seen u in a long time period um shoot me a message n well get in touch again. LOVE YALL
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 Costa Rica
Feel:
 blah blah
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08:46 pm
7/4/06

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hi.
im going crazy.
i miss yall.
love.
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06:05 pm
5/23/06

poserpunkr
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soooo. i know that this entry is stupid n petty, but i fell the need to get it out. he talked to me today, n basically said he wasnt looking for a girlfriend but thought i was a great person and wants to continue becoming friends. which i have no problem with. the thing that bugs me is that i knew it was fcuking coming, but i wanted it to work out just this once, and other people kept giving me fucking false hope. i shouldve just listened to my instincts. whatever. alright i just needed to "vent"
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 in my head
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 frustrated frustrated
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05:00 pm
5/22/06

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HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MEGAN KICKER!!!! i love u muchisimo, n hope u have an amazing year. *MUAH*
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 ROOM
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 weird weird
Hear:
 whatever im singing in my brain right now
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08:29 pm
4/20/06

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Soooooooooooo. i've been around but havent updated in forever it feels like. summary of current life...
-Ap's= STRESS, but im in denial right now
-San Francisco was amazing and I want to go back, or just get together with evryone who went
-Im working on being more social
-boys like me that i dont like, and i like a boy who doesnt like me.....again
-i love H&M, which is coming soon to old town!
-this summer= costa rica + mozambique(that one's a maybe)
-and finally....i want to go to georgetown
alrighty...so now that youve had the boring summary of my life, i would just like to inform you guys that your awsome. ciao chicos
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 Kitchen
Feel:
 content content
Hear:
 Battle Field: Modern Combat (video game) and monkey 'yelling
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12:05 am
2/9/06

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I stole it from Casrina
Answer 100% HONESTLY.

Time Started: 12:05 am

Appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
[x]sometimes I think I'm ugly. I have good days and I have my bad days...
[x] I have scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear/need glasses.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are not together.
[ ] have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x]I almost always do my homework.
[x] I got a perfect attendance award.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x]I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health

[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox

Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (I think)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to the Eiffel Tower

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle
[ ] I've been in a car crash.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ]I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.(i still havent sen it...HOW SAD IS THAT!
[x]I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ]I've snuck out of my house
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test/quiz.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Crying/Self Esteem

[x] I am/have been anorexic or bulimic
[ ] i've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I sometimes hate myself
[ ] I want somebody to slit my throat, right now

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I used to collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Aeropostale.

Random

[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ]I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

time ending: 12:11am
[x] my answers are totally honest

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 the dishwasher
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04:19 pm
1/27/06

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Free the Fuckin Whales!
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11:36 am
12/28/05

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so....wow. hows evryone doin? i havent been on here in like a month.....sad. well i just wanted to say merry belated christmas, and i hope yall have a fun new years (not too fun tho -.0). Love You Guys Much.....ciao chicos

=Nicole=

p.s. new banging cell phone....# is 626.434.0074

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 chill
Hear:
 whatever im singing in my brain right now
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09:32 pm
10/29/05

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poserpunkr
srry catherine... i had to steal it
LADIES: Turned ON or OFF when a guy:

Is taller than you: on
has straight teeth: on
Wears braces: ummm....no comment
Has green eyes:on
Has blue eyes: on
Has brown eyes: on
Drinks alcohol: off
Smokes pot: no preference (np)
Wears glasses: np
Has a tan: on
Works out: on
Smiles a lot: on...unless he seems fake
Calls you just to say HI: on
Lets you know he was thinking about you: on
Compliments you: if its genuine
Doesn't party a lot: np
Likes to party: on
Shaves his legs: big off! unless hes an athlete
Wears jewlery: np
Has facial hair: depends.
Smiles when you walk in the room: on?
Has brown hair: np
Has blonde hair: depends
has red hair: np
Can make you laugh at any given moment: on
Loyal: he better be...shiiiit
Laid back: on
Plays guitar: np
Plays drums: np
Sings: np
WANTS to hang out with ONLY you: off...thats wierd
smokes cigarettes: np

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11:52 pm
10/23/05

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so i would love to talk about how amazing my weekend was but everyone else is emo and that would just be mondo bitchy......so i love u emo children......get well soon. if u ever need n e thing call, or if u have no one else to call, call, or if u finally feel like talking to me about stuff again, call, mk?......ciao, love spews from me to yous
xoxo
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Hear:
 diswasher.....
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08:56 pm
9/23/05

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sooooooooooo. life's hectic cus im an idiot and signed up for 3 ap's-2 of which i am prolly failing (and theres mad hw), and my dad has returned from Amsterdam (ugh). but i have started driving on the streets, which is fun, and i want to go on the freeway but my mom says i have to do my drivers training before then. the new kid in VADA, Allen, is really cool and i think hes fitting in pretty well. I love Shauna (one more time than whatever u say...)! i wanna go see corpse bride terribly but im home doing hw. tomorrow is Kathryn's B-day tho and i get to go to Diddy-Reese tomorrow with Danielle so that should be fun. o n Kevin Hoist is my lover, from church, but he doesnt kno it yet. well everyone have a good weekend. much love
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 aggravated aggravated
Hear:
 im playing classical music in my head....
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05:02 pm
9/10/05

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so skool has officially started. ive been doing hw for like the past week non stop, i mite just explode. but its worth it cus i get to see all my friends!!! i missed u guys over the summer like crazy. im srry i didnt really call n e one or try to get together or ne thing. i still love u guys. for n e one whos thinking about going to six flags....dont ride X! it kills you, literally. i was scared my head was gunna crack open. but n e ways. im going through this latin phase right now....in men. Rudy, the beautiful young man who works at tutti gelati in old town is mine....i wish. but Hispanics and Blacks dont like me back. i get all the scrawny boys haha. well i gots to go. hope everyone is doing ok....much love and peace.
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12:58 pm
8/30/05

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so i just got back from S.D. on sunday and im dark for once in my life! woohoo. i passed my drivers permit test yesterday with one mistake (and its because i switched the answer....i am so annoyed with my self), and my picture actually looks ok. AND TODAY I REGISTERED FOR SKOOL!!! im srry but this summer needs to be over.....it wasnt amazing. so my schedule is....

2nd- Studio Art.....Schultz
3rd- A.P. US Hist...Lyons
4th- Ethnic studies.Carruthers
5th- A.P. Calc......Davis
6th- A.P. Physics...Davis
7th- English........Quiroz
8th- Comp Design....Kent (but it doesnt really say her name)

so thats it....i cant wait to c u ppl again, just about everyday. i miss my girls, and crazy guys. well much love.....

Feel:
 chipper chipper
Hear:
 Songs stuck in my head....
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10:41 am
8/22/05

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just got back from camp...it was tons o fun and something i needed. ive got the cold, whoopdidodah! i need to call so many of u guys its crazy.....ive been out of town like everyother week. casrina, i hope u had fun in new mexico and get better soon. shauna i hope ur friend gets better and that ur doin ok. meggie...i havent talked to u in forever babe! hope everythins alright. kim jim, its awsome to hear from u, hope ur havin fun and a kool summer. paula dont get eaten by ur kitties. and to everone one else peace!!! loves ya much.....call me if u need n e thing...i mean it. much love.
Feel:
 sick sick
Hear:
 samba
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12:58 am
8/6/05

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1 o'clock boredom
1] WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
annette

2] WHAT KIND OF PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
soccer shorts

3] WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my computer buzz

4] WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE
NUMBER?
9606

5] WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
ummmmmmmmm i forget.....i eat too much

6] IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
neon green mos def

7] HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
gosh im not that tall

8] LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
like really talked to? my evil twin raychel

9] THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OTHER SEX?
if hes worth lookin at....

10] DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
i stole it biotch!

11] HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
i dunno....deppressed, but hyper, and kinda sarcastic

12] FAVORITE DRINK?
oh hard one.....um either chocolate milk, tea, soy milk, or H2O!

13] FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
venezuelan rum....but u have to drink it with the lucky coin

14] FAVORITE SPORTS?
soccer, rugby, baseball, track, and beating siblings (that should count as a sport)

15] HAIR COLOR?
a confused brown

16] EYE COLOR?
just brown....im really plain

17] DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nopey dopey

18] SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
Gabriel/ jeep 14
Monkey/ daniel 12

19] FAVORITE MONTH/SEASON?
September, SUMMAH!, and um july

20] FAVORITE FOOD?
food is my fave food

21] LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Dukes of Hazzard

22] FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
wtf? um any one in the summer...

23] ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
mehbeh

24] DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER?
Happy endings mos def......i is waaaaaaaaaay to gullable to watch scary movies

25] SUMMER OR WINTER?
SUMMAH!

26] HUGS OR KISSES?
depends whose offerin....

28] CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocoholic rite here....uh huh

32] WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
lotsamundo....but today im reading memoirs of a geisha

33] WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER (Also DESKTOP)?
s.s.= the kool pipes d.t.= funkay op art

34] FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
hmmmmmmmmm.....CLUE!

35] WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
ur mom!!! no jk...i went to the x games

36] FAVORITE SMELLS?
rain, hint of hemp, shaunas mystery scent, fresh copy machine paper, aaaaaand, good incense

37] WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
the alarm clock?

38] FAVORITE ALBUM TITLE? (JUST THE TITLE, REGARDLESS OF THE MUSIC)
i dunno? i just like good music...sheesh!

39] EVER BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART?
i highly doubt it...

40] DO YOU SMOKE? IF YES, PLEASE ELABORATE:
noper doper

41] WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY?
gosh i can only choose one? were HUMANS!!! we dont just have 1 worst quality....i got lots

42] WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY?
dont have one

43] HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?
nic, nico, twin, nicola, principessa, coco, the jaw, and a whole buch more...

44] WHEN DID YOU LAST "GET SOME?"
i dont get shit son...

45] ARE YOU HAPPY?
i try....

46] ARE YOU HORNY?
actually....i kinda am

48] ARE YOU A FAG?
heeeeeeeeeeells naw

49] WHO'S THE LAST PERSON YOU SAID I LOVE YOU TO?
i dunno.....i love a lot of ppl

50] WHAT'S ONE WORD THAT COMES TO MIND RIGHT NOW?
bitch.....that was random

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04:04 pm
7/18/05

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im back from the east coast.....not that u knew i was even there. ive only been back like a day and im already deppressed, and everyone else over here seems deppressed too, so thats not good. i miss raychel, chloe, gg, jill, ray, hua-an tai/ frank, luis/ teddy, jen, matt, shawn, katy, erik, catherine, sara, jason, audra, deylin, wyatt, and alex a lot. we had way too much fun. raychel is my evil twin, even though shes blonde, haha. we were frightningly similar. flowey chloe is the amazing hippie excontortionist/ current trapeze artist who i love to death. gg is my alabaman freak whos stuck in the body of a southern belle. jill....jill's just a pervert who love gay ppl and her hilarious chiuahua peanut. ray is "the stud" from arizona, and is too much of a sweetie for his own good. frank.....i have no words for frank....hes just a lost taiwanese/texan who looks like a little pug and takes pictures of EVERYTHING! we think hes a spy. teddy! teddy is just a big boriquan pimp teddy bear who is extremely comfortable with his sexuality. jen...i dunno how to describe jen. she was the mature one who had a great sense of humor and kinda balanced us all out. matt is the silent ruler of the world who journals like 24/7. shawn is a young micheal jackson....except hes italian and looks 45. katy is the book worm and uber mature one of the group. erik was the jerk and walked like summers bf (from napoleon dynamite), but he was still fun to debate with. catherine was the optimistic cheerleader of the group. sara is my kool roomate from texas whod id have crazy philisophical convos with at like 1 in the morning. jason is the next president of the u.s. and can shake his booty faster than a polaroid picture. audra is frum kentucky and has the koolest accent ever, shes mondo kool. deylin/ D is from "WEST SIDE!" cali, he was my chill buddy, we made up a new hand shake like everyday cus we couldnt remember the one we made the day before. wyatt was the beautiful black man from virginia.....need i say more? and alex is my other buddy from pasadena! shes a modern day hippie. and of course all the staff was tizzight. New york rocked. im gunna live there. its like a whole nother country. no two people are the same, and nobody cares. u get to walk or take the metro everywhere, and they have the best soft serve, honey roasted nuts, and hotdogs. i have to admit the men are better in cali though. so if uve even made it this far in reading my entry i would be shocked cus no one ever reads one of my entries. so ill spare u the pain n let u go....much love to all
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01:38 pm
6/8/05

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i updated pretty recently but im in a weird ass mood....because i let ppl affect my mood way too much, and summer comes and everyone changes but w/e. i would say life it shitty right now but i cant because some of my friends lives rite now are shit....and my life isnt, compared theirs....and for my buddies whose lives are in the gutter right now, im srry, and im prayin for u...ill pray harder. much love. i need to go out with kiwi to the beach or movies or something...she always makes it better. if n e one wants to do n e thing gimme a call cus im always able to go some where. or if u ned n e thing (n i mean anything) call me n ill be here to help mk? hearts for all. ciao
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01:24 pm
5/25/05

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soooo i havent updated in a long time when im not emo......here goes!

went to mayfield, girls were bitches, drama fest 2005, not going, i now appreciate phs so much more...

ive been really hyper lately, dont kno y, but its interestin, i need to get a job at the art store, i have an insane summer schedule already, im having trouble with my fear poster, i have billions of poem ideas but havent written them down, i love my mom n friends alot, kiki did awsome at her dance performance, wish her luck for lachsa, talked things out with the psychologist, i am currently out of fruit in my house and going crazy, summers coming and people are geting horny again, i sit at home bored like every day after skool, music is fun, kim, casrina, michelle, shauna, breshelle, megan, n me need to get together very soon, wilson choir might have a reunion, aaaaaaaand, i think thats it.

CIAO!

Feel:
 awake awake
Hear:
 Jimi
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